Feeling Inadequate After College
I finished college officially over a month ago. I received the big Bachelor's degree and I feel....entirely the same. And, not to mention, entirely overwhelmed. Four years of college and I am finding myself feeling anxiety about the abyss like future ahead of me. I imagined that I would take graduation and "adult-hood" on gracefully... One succinct step at a time and I would 1) graduate 2) receive a job (and in my mind that meant an "impressive" job) 3) I would have my life together. So as I am sure you guessed, I have one of those goals achieved. I realized that it is so easy to imagine a "pinterest" perfect lifestyles for ourselves. Even though I would never admit it out loud to anyone or hold anyone to the same ridiculously high expectations, somewhere in the back of my mind I was so adamantly sure that I would be an outlier. Which has been another huge source of my anxiety. I am slightly embarrassed to say that I was a bit of a neurotic st...